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The letter was in my patrol car, in a file. The file was mixed with other files. How she got it is still a mystery. Karma is a bitch. I should have seen it coming, though. Too many other strange coincidences.

Reading some of my past posts, you may already realize that I'm a whore. I didn't plan to be, but I am. I have a daughter in the 1st grade. Two of the other parents in the class are past "conquests" of mine. I see them often, but never make eye contact. My sister is a third grade teacher. Back in 2003, my fiance and I separated. The girl I went to during our separation's daughter is in my little sister's class. Sometimes, when I can't get my daughter from school, my little sister picks her up. The 2003 fling, and my fiance are arch enemies. I know it's my fault, but because my little sister sometimes has both my daughter, and 2003's daughter, my fiance and the other girl have met more times than I'm comfortable with.

My daughter's birthday was on Sunday. She spent the day with my fiance and I. Very good day. My fiance says that she wants to come back home. She's willing to give it another try. My cell phone vibrates. I try to ignore it, but the vibration is so loud, you can hear it. I open it up, and 19 year old is texting me. All it said was "hey". That one word was enough to make my fiance break down.

She's gone now. She's not coming back. I've been coming home to an empty house since then. I barely seen my daughter in two weeks. I don't know if I can make it without her good luck kisses to "keep the bad guys away". Do I deserve it? Hell yeah. I deserve everything I get. I haven't cheated in 2008 (technically), but that shit definitely came back to haunt me.

And to think, my girl and I were supposed to get married this month. It's for the best, huh?