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trasharmdsister12 said:

The reason I made this thread is because I don't know what makes me happy. I don't know if anything makes me happy.

Gaming is the one thing that, albeit doesn't make me happy, keeps me from feeling sad. The people who make me happy are bad for me most of the time or forget about me and ignore me when I'm in need. They're unreliable and don't know what it does to me. My family... well that's a story unto itself but I've never felt close to them and they make me miserable if anything.

I'm on a bit of a journey to put myself together and I was hoping something could inspire me. Because all the advice I get is to do things that make me happy or do things for myself. But I don't have a sense of self and my sense of self worth is at its lowest. I've been working out for the last two months and I feel no more confident than when I started and no happier.

I just don't know what to do.

You should become more out going and you'll inevitably meet people with different interests. You said you've been working out, imo the gym is one of the easiest places to make new friends. I met a guy at the gym who's really into guns, whenever I see him there he'll always talk about guns and keeps asking me to try it out if I have some free time. I tried it last week and I think I found another hobby.

My first time, last week.(9mm)

2nd time, yesterday(.40cal)

And we met a group there who's also into archery and ask us to try it out aswell.

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- Going out with either my family or friends, especially during holiday trips.

- Playing my most anticipated games

- Recently, hitting that freaking X on the target papers.

- Seeing this when I get home

Opening it with no damages

and when every parts fits perfectly... ecstacy.lol



Currently playing

IOS - Knights of the Old Republic, Monster Hunter Freedom HD and Idolmaster Festa.

Steam-NovisNoah, Uplay-Limpanot, Origins-NovisNoah, PSN-NovisNoah, NNID-NovisNoah