| padib said: I can only imagine. What got you into witchcraft at first, is it common where you live, was it the allure of magic? When did it start getting more real than you realized? Oh, trust me I know God is much more powerful than the occult. I know that God has and will humiliate Satan in the cosmic realms, it will happen in the blink of an eye. |
It started by praticing meditation really. Then a girl gave me a tarot card deck and taught me how to read. Then New Age stuff, it got darker and darker, more evil with every step.
But I was attracted, I wanted the power, I wanted to be special. To get girls even, to learn to read their thoughts and things like that.
Meditation was what made the demons enter in a more real way for sure. I mean, the tarot deck is a huge invitation, almost as bad as a Ouja board.
But when the real deep hardcore meditation and astral projection began, then the bruises started to appear, so I guess they were already trying to enter and possess me.
I recall people asking what the fuck where those bruises, I had no idea. At the beginning it was very few and far beetwen to be honest.
But I just wanted to understand life. I thought I was getting in touch with light beings, really nice and cool stuff. Althought there was always something that felt wrong, some hint of a lie, some fear I felt but did not understand why.
So, when I continued to research, I started to learn about Jesus Christ and God, and how demons pretend to be light psirits and guides.
When I was trying to contact the "high beings", there was fear, a sensation of something odd, wrong. Quite not right...
Now I have the Holy Spirit. When it visits me, I only feel joy, safety, happyness. I cry tears of joy.
I realize that, instead of searching for power, all I have to do is trust in the Lord. Evolving, getting enlighted, learning magic spells, it is all part of Satan´s old lie: "you can be as gods..."
I just fell in the oldest scam ever: trying to be god instead of loving and trust in the REAL and only God, the almighty creator.
My grammar errors are justified by the fact that I am a brazilian living in Brazil. I am also very stupid.
