| NiKKoM said: Anyway.. Listen.. You're young.. Probably your first real gf? Yeah its sucks breaking up.. Bwoewoe.. Cry for a few days, never forget the things that made you smile but remember.. You two broke up for a reason.. A lesson you now have learned.. Never listen to your mom about love.. Its your hart not hers.. The thing is, and i'm gonna be blunt as a drunk dutchman, YOU know NOTHING about love. experience it with other women, 2 , 5 , 10 i don't care... LEARN from every relationship that you will have. Till the one that is 95% working for you AND her.. Work TOGETHER on the other 5%. I'm 10 years older and my god i have shitty friends in shitty relationships.. Married, 2 kids etc and they tell: "yeah i sometimes pretend to be dumber so my husband feels better" that fucking ridiculous.. Or "my wife doesn't cook what i want" which i answered with "why don't you cook" and the gaze this friend gave me like wtf are you talking about.. Don't be a fool thinking she is it.. You know nothing but do have the time to learn.. |
Exactly what am talking about would happen if I did win her back. As I was a student I didn't want to move in with her and when I got a job it was the case of saving the money for apartment later, but that's what was the downfall of the relationship I think. It was a time bomb waiting to explode is what I come to conclude when I think about it rationally, but then I get all depressed.
She also wants to be friends with me and it was the case of "It's not you, it's me". But I know it was me AND her. And I know full well a friendship wouldn't cut it either, because whilst we're still friends we won't be able to move onto serious relationships with our somewhat brief - yet long history together, and it would just create a vicious cycle.
Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet a time.
