Yea, I made you read the entire story. Like I said, me wanting to relationship to continue had more to do with seeing how it could have evolved. The things that annoyed me literally reminded me a LOT of myself only 2 years ago (and she is 2 years younger than me). But the problem will always come to be that she doesn't think she can accomplish her life with me in it. I do find that incredibly odd considering I was extremely open to her going to school for what she wanted, encouraged her to hang out with friends more often, encouraged her to work on her art more like she always said she wanted to, helped her through her depression times quite amazingly (and she will be the first to admit that), and really already helped her improve her life quite significantly (she has also indicated this is the case on multiple occasions, that she is very happy with how I have helped her progress certain parts of her life already, such as helping her have the courage to quit a job she hated and moving to a job she now loves a lot).
But maybe even with me being very open with these things, and never really pushing her, maybe she still felt like it was ultimately me shaping her, and she didn't want that. She wanted it to be her shaping herself.
Money can't buy happiness. Just video games, which make me happy.
