As much as I would like to say I have never been, I have gone to Church about once a year for every 21 years I have been on this earth. Dont get me out of context for the way I say " I would like to say I have never been", because in honest truth I have nothing aganst most of the things a church of any sorts stands for. It is just that every time I go to a church something happens and am possitive I make it happen, but its always a bad thing.
-When I was baptised I swatted the candel out the hand of a " Hardcore " Religious persons hand, he went Beserk ( Like in Evangelion) over it and they had to get my dad to hold the candel for the rest of the ritual/serimony
-Every year I go to Mass, what group of religion hasnt had an effect so far. I always get very sick from the insense the burn, and I dont mean like " Cough Cough* Am sick mom no school for me ^^" I mean like " Blah*, I have never seen blood in vomit ? Blah*"
Thats why I dont go to church with my Christian family or my Agnostic girl friend. I am not a Book kind of religious person I govern my actions like someone is watching me, be it past on family and friends or a super powerful god, but you can be sure it is not the same kind of God that anyone else believes in. I made him hes mine, and because hes more powerful he made me so I could make him. An odd cycle yet I personaly dont care the what and why of what I think.
Anywho, I would have looked at that link in your Sig, but >.> You keep saying its " Your" Church like you run it you own it you are the Alpha and the Omega, and it personaly freaks me out that anyone thinks they could actualy posses something like a church. I have to agree with the way Samuel< Forgot the rest of his name now ^^; > Explained his dislike for churchs.
The way people put God before them selfs disturbs me. The way people sing his name in song like hes the end all be all. The way people Pray to him for guidence matierals and even emotion at times. It all freaks me out, to me and what my god is to me. I cannot ask him for something, I cannot have him give me what I need or want, he is there to keep me in line not * Dont read on if you dont care for vulgareness, Warned you have been * Wipe my ass for me, I do the dirty work and the clean work and he makes sure I do it what I consider the moraly right way to do it.
Edits have been made -_o.0_-
