Oh and minus the impulse to kill.
Im not sure if you're trolling me or not. I have no desire to kill people or hurt them, in fact I would say sometimes the opposite, but random people. Not those I should care about, such as seeing people suffering (random people) that does make me feel hurt and remorse, I even donated to charities because of it. But when I look at those I should feel that affection for, its lost, I cant find it.
I have even looked at people and thought what would they look like if I peeled all their skin back, see the real them, but I would never act on such a thought, I go out of my way to block it from my mind.
My parents divorced when I was young, and though I went on to live with my Dad the relationship is somewhat strained. Could that be the cause im my lack of feelings for those close to me?
The best way to find out if you can trust somebody is to trust them.