my thoughts are random, they really go from one thing to another. I can think about one thing then the next im thinking about things a million miles from it. A thought that always comes back to me (you will think im taking the piss, but im not) what would I be/do/feel if I was a potato. Yes, its random and seems obscene, but whem my mind wanders thats the thought it goes to, as my mind doesnt know the answer.
I have no relationships really, except for family where I dont really feel things towards them, but try to imitate things I think I should feel.
Beyond my job, I dont have much personal interaction. Though I always overthink everything. Like when I talk to someone I think 'what does this person think of me? does he think im weird, different, unnatural?'
The best way to find out if you can trust somebody is to trust them.