Its something I have wondered about for a long time. Am I brokenas a  person? is there even such a thing?

 

Let me start by saying why this thought came about...

 

I thought to myself that if I could go back in time I would change this, and the person I am today wouldnt be recognisable to the one I am now. Then it was what if I went back 6 years, 7, 10  20 or 25; I would do this different, until it got to the point where I thought I might as well not have been born and I would be the better for it.

 

Then I thought about my current status, there is no one in my life that if I lost them, I would take a second thought about it. They would be gone, ok, so what is my thought about it, I dont feel remorse, why not, should I?

 

whats wrong with me? am I broken? I wanted to ask a shrink but im not willing to pay for that as simply, I dont care enough.

 

Please serious answers only. I get so drawn into things to a deep manner, but at the end of the day I dont care about anything.



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Ernest Hemmingway