FattyDingDong said:
I'm sure that every person has dealt with some sort of depression or anxiety at least once in their life. But I have a long history of depression which I don't want to talk about it too much because the less I do the better it. But I must share this story because it made me a better/smarter person and also because I do not want others to make the same mistake as I did.
A few months ago, I was extremely depressed I felt like my whole life was turned upside down. Thus I decided to buy a bottle of antidepressants online based on good reviews. (No I did not have permission from my doctor) I was taking them everyday as instructed. After about I would say a week, I started feeling so much worse. I wanted to throw up, I was constantly dizzy. I would randomly wake up in the middle of the night, the TV would turn on on its own and the lights in my room would turn on on its own. The weirdest thing that happened to me was when I was at school one day I wanted to throw up because I was feeling so bad. During my math class a bald man was standing by the door his face pointed at our class he was staring right at me and pointed his finger at me with a very angry look on his face. He was bald, had yellow teeth, and had a black leather jacket on. That really scared me. That same night before going to bed I went to drink a glass of milk in the kitchen some body yelled "Help me god damn it!" it freaked me out. I thought i was my half-brother trying to pull a prank on me but he was sleeping. Everyone was sleeping except for me. Finally I came to my senses and visited my doctor.He did a blood test to see what was in my system. After which he told me this isn't no antidepressants he didn't believe my story, He said "it's best if you tell me the truth who sold you this medicine? I will not contact the authorities". I insisted that I was telling the truth he said then stop taking them. And he was right of course i stopped taking them and things went back to normal.
The crazy thing is that the reason why I didn't get off the medicine earlier was because I thought i was seeing things because I wasn't taking enough of it so i began to take 2 pills instead of 1 a day. That made it even wrose which lead me to go see my doctor.
Has anyone here every dealt with something similar? Also my advice is that if you are depressed do not buy things online make sure you ask you doctor first.
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