I'm a Christian and my motto is simple "Live life to the fullest."
Don't question too many things because the more you dive into finding an answer, only more questions will spring up.
Doesn't mean you should take everything to heart as having merit, and it doesn't mean you should dispute every last little thing.
Many religions did atrocities in the past, but science was guilty as well. Hell, even athiests were guilty of travesties (Hitler, Stalin, Pol Pot).
I do find it weird that atheists are more likely to commit suicide than a person of faith.







