Post Your Mind

[lestatdark]

trasharmdsister12 said:

lestatdark said:

Trust me, I understand you. I'm 27 myself and I look at my life and wonder what the fuck do I have to show for it. Then I think back to when I was 17/18, with all those wishes and projects for the future and see that most if not all of them were for nothing, or at least feel like it. 

I'm sorry if my other post came off rude. I really didn't mean it in any superiority sort of way. Truth is, I'm wholly unsatisfied with my life. Despite recognizing what I've accomplished I fail to feel any value in it. In that sense we are no different. My life feels empty and hollow. The problem for me is that I seem to be living this dream other people would love to have. Yet here I am, completely unfulfilled and questioning why I should even bother if this is what life has to offer. 

Am I just wired to be unhappy? If so, why bother with the next 60 years of suffering?

Sorry, didn't see this reply before. This thread acts kinda weird on my Buddy (goes from -8 to 0 randomly). 

Sometimes having the things that you worked for is as unfullfilling as not having them at all. Each of us has a different perspective of the things we've achieved and the value that they give to our sense of fullfilment as a human being. Missing out on that is probably one of the worst sensations a person can experience in his/her life.

I really hate when some people go (what are you complaining about, you've got everything!) because how dare them to cast judgment over anyone else not knowing what that person actually needs to feel happy/satisfied.

Sadly, I can't answer neither of your two questions, as I'm searching for those answers myself. All I can say is that, what has gotten me through these past 26 months of my life feeling like that is the thought that somehow, someday, things will be different, because I believe that eventually the universe balances itself out. For all the shit I've felt in my life, there has to be a moment when at least I'll be able to glimpse a different feeling.