Here's one of my 'tear your soul apart' songs... Going through some rough times myself, I'll be leaving for Thailand and HK very soon for 2 months to get my thoughts/head back together and try to find something that makes my life worth living, although a small part of me fears it will be useless.
I will light the match this mornin'
So I won't be alone
Watch as she lies silent
For soon night will be gone
Oh, I will stand arms outstretched
Pretend I'm free to roam
Oh, I will make my way
Through one more day in hell
How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make?
I will hold the candle
'Til it burns up my arm
Oh, I'll keep takin' punches
Until their will grows tired
Oh, I will stare the sun down
Until my eyes go blind
Hey, I won't change direction
And I won't change my mind
How much difference does it make?
Mmm, how much difference does it make?
How much...
I'll swallow poison
Until I grow immune
I will scream my lungs out
'Til it fills this room
How much difference?
How much difference?
How much difference does it make?
How much difference does it make?