Post Your Mind

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trasharmdsister12 said:

lestatdark said:

Trust me, I understand you. I'm 27 myself and I look at my life and wonder what the fuck do I have to show for it. Then I think back to when I was 17/18, with all those wishes and projects for the future and see that most if not all of them were for nothing, or at least feel like it. 

Actually it's a bit different from that. I'm 25 - I've bought a house and will have it paid off within a couple of years. In less than 2 years I've gone from being unemployed in the digital/analog hardware design world to being a lead software developer for Xbox/Console development at my company. I've gone to the best tech university in Canada and passed with honours. I won numerous competitions in math and science throughout high school and got crazy scholarships all over the place. I've achieved every thing I've set out to. The world doesn't pose a challenge I can't overcome.

However, my mind is rotten. Because I feel no challenge externally, I've turned against myself to synthetically introduce hardship. I'm aware of what I've become and what is happening to me. However, I can't stop it. 

LIfe's next great challenge--you and I should win the WWE Tag Team Championships.