| Slimebeast said: You are cool Richardhutnik, in how you open your heart and you're open about all your problems in life. I wish more people were like you instead of just nervously protecting their pride and integrity all the time. |
I have broken from the whole get hyped up cycle, due to limited funds, and have had to view it from a bit on the outside. I factor in the costs of everything also, and ask if it is worth it. I now have every reason to have excuses to not jump in. For me, it is a case of getting perspective. And for me, I get interested in Indie stuff more, because I relate to the designers. I also do more boardgame stuff.
With myself, I don't even have a PS3 or 360 now. And the Wii is gone. I would have to jump in again. I still have memories of the piles of unplayed games I had back then, and wondered if it would be worth it again.
And all this console partisan nonsense on specs, with secret sauce talk, people commenting on GTA 5 reviewer's sexuality and also dislike of some issues, and so on. I am just fed up. More I look into the area of modern gaming, more I see the dregs of reality. For me, I find retro and off beat indie stuff has more niceness to it among the fans. I mean, like chat on my CADERS Facebook group. There isn't console wars, but looking back at old stuff and discussing and having a good time. I need far more of that and less of sexual orientation taunts found in Call of Duty. I also don't need more disembodied voices playing as AIs in relationship to me. I want to meet people. It could be years of perspective on a genre makes for less being a jerk and overhyping stuff. Also drought in a given genre for content also lends towards this.
On the integrity side, I find that being genuine is the best way to have integrity. I don't really care if I impress at all actually. I also try not to air everything repeatedly now. I am just trying to get a life here.







