Michael-5 said:
Well I can tell you that I don't choose to be afraid. I love roller coasters because I love moving fast, but every single time I want to jump out and walk down because of the height. If you you say about value of life vs. payoff is true, why would I prefer to walk down the roller coaster, vs. just let myself safely fall on the train? Why would I sit on the ledge of a tall apartment just to try and overcome my fear? Nothing happened to me as a kid which would make me fear heights, it's something I've always been afraid of, for as long as I can remember. Also I find that I'm more fearful of the safer ways to be high (like roller coasters) then the dangerous ones (like bungie jumping or sky diving). |
You keep asking me questions that you ought to be asking yourself. You made your choices, now it is up to you to understand them. That you continue asking me these questions when I've told you more than once to look within yourself suggests to me an unwillingness on your part to comprehend yourself. That unwillingness will only impede your progress. At some point you set the parameters in your mind to respond fearfully when presented with certain stimuli. Try to understand why you set those parameters where they currently are. Not one else set them. You chose to be afraid when those conditions were met just as you choose to confront your fears ineffectively. Your conviction in trying to choose to no longer fear heights is simply weaker than your certainty to fear them. But I cannot tell you why that is so, for it is your mind in question. You made these rules for yourself, not I. You are the only one answerable to your own free will.