Andrespetmonkey on 27 August 2013
The last time i got banned i contemplated suicide. The only hope at the time was my return, but then i would still have the feelings of humiliation, regret and utter shame to deal with. it was hard to see a future in my life. today i have regular sessions with a therapist, from which i have learnt to cope with my time away from the chartz, but its still so fucking hard and gets harder every day.
