You are not going to change the world, nor will human nature change.. Deal with it really.
I understand the sense of despair and nihilistic view but I PERSONALLY found a very confortable place within a more existentialist approach. I am the one that gives meaning to stuff, I wont have my life dictated by entities such as religion, the government or society. I take great pleasure in exercising critical thinking and indulging in academic activities as well as playing video games.
I live for knowledge and to do the things I enjoy, I see having a job as just a means to have the money(going to university this year) to be able to do the things that I am truly passionate about. I want to have money to be able to play my video games, to be able to buy a good book or movie. I want money to be able to travel once in a while. I want to experience the most amazing storylines human creation has to offer, I want to seek as much knowledge as possible, I love subjects such as biology,chemistry,physics,maths,philosofy and psychology, I will dwelve into computer science as my university degree.
Although I despise humanity in general, I find solace in a more egotistical approach, I will live my life for myself and for the ones that I care about. Dont be delusional about trying to change what is fundamentally unchangeable. I will do so while not falling under the same category as those I truly despise, I despise obliviousness, ignorance, greed and everything else you mentioned in some of your posts.
If you are not willing to do something in order to be able to do what you love then what the fuck you have no right to complain...
"It takes nothing but a single pint of milk to ruin the pure, black magic of the coffee."
"Darker than a moonless night, hotter and more bitter than hell itself...that is coffee."
