I was unlucky and was born in a shitty, little European country where ~90% people are Catholic and being Catholic is a part of national identity. Just as everybody else I was "raised" Catholic and wen't to Church, ahd religion in school and all that nonsence. I went along with everything because the path of less resistance was easir to go. When I started with high school i dropped religion for ethics, told my gram that I don't give a damn for either Hypocritical Money Grabbing institution called Church or the nonsence called God who according to Bible has at least split personality disorder, if not something more serious.
So I've been agnostic atheist for 10 years now. For those confused by both terms I believe that all those Gods to whom delusional people of this word pray don't exist, but as a person that has devoted his life to science I simply "have to be" agnostic about possibility that there may be a God.
Accepting your existence as pure chance, and living your life with your full lungs simply because you know that's all you'll ever get is extremely rewarding and terrifying.
I've be accused that I'm "atheist" because I'm gay, but that's actually not the case. Since I've been atheist before I actually "came out" to myself.
