tonymarraffa on 04 January 2013
The last few weeks I've been feeling hopeless and nothing really can take away the extreme feeling of emptiness that surrounds me. I have like this real feeling of dread. All I wanna do is sleep. I watch tv and I cry at the smallest things. Memories hurt. Days seem like an endless circle of disappointment. I think of death all the time. I'm lonely. No matter where I am I feel like I'm not comfortable in my skin. I read something here today that hurt my feelings and I don't know why it would. I miss the good times, years ago when I felt like I mattered, when the future was open when happiness was still possible. Oh well
