Is it possible to be a hetero but have a legit visual enjoyment of the male physique? (diagnose me)

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happydolphin said:

fillet said:
Didn't you make some weird thread like this a month or so ago about trying to attract some female or something?

Get a grip, we're all messed up. Learn to accept your neurotic bullshit or - DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

oO? Not that I remember. You must be mistaking me with someone else

I am doin' something about it, I'm askin' for help, been abstaining pronz and trying to get a good night's rest. I'm workin' on it.

I don't think you're going to achieve the goal you desire though the means by which you're attempting it.  But more power to you.