Well, Idk how old u are but I'm gay and tbh I didn't have any attraction for guys 'till a couple years ago... I'm 23 and I used to think the same, "I wish I was as hot as that guy" or feel uncomfortable w girls but at some point u are going to realize if u are attracted to men or not! The only thing I gotta say id if u are, go for it, cause u just start growing as a person! I used to be so shy and quiet and coming out not only helped me w my sexuality but also w my social life and my life goal! Now I do what I feel comfortable and that's when u start really growing!







