| hsrob said: Why are you angry? |
Some of it is from dealing with literally crazy family members, but a good part of it is by default I mean ive been pissy-angry for a while and have thought that this is a good way to live or be. This metrosexual thing is working though, I'm not agressive at all anymore, and when I have a beef I talk about it instead of yell or whatever.
I realize that I might need to see a counselor or whatever for this bc being an angry person can just suck. I just lost a girlfriend bc of this where we were planning on having sex later on in the day and I was in a really creative mood and such...... She had been texting me that she wanted me to put her in handcuffs and would let me hold her horny ass down. I said that I'd rape her and she actually said that it would be ok lol. But then I said that I'll let the demon come out and she just hung up and ended it right there I'm guessing bc she knows my agressive nature and got worried. I need to quit being this way bc my women shouldn't have to feel this way around me. I'd rather be quiter and less agressive than what is "needed" than more, I mean it would be better to err on the side of caution and all that.
The metrosexual thing is working though for now.... Thankfully? I also meditate which helps, but it doesn't do enough IMHO
