So, probably a quite commonly discussed topic here on VGC, although I am not sure how many 19 year olds there are on here. Nonetheless, I've never had a relationship before, primarily because I never really wanted the hassle of having one until I got older and they've become meaningful, so now I am behind on everything pretty much, other than pornography I haven't even glimpsed a naked girl in my life.
Which brings me to this dillema - a 25 year old girl at work, who is pretty damn hot and a friend of mine has made me an offer of being friends with benefits. I've agreed to that offer.. We've proceeded to get drunk etc, but in the end she found it too weird since we are pretty close and we didn't end up doing anything other than kissing and fiddling. So that got me thinking long and hard (no pun intended) is it weird to be at this stage of my life with zilch experience to my name? Is it my fault for waiting so long to have a proper meaningful relationship rather than asking girls out on the whim? I feel like I've missed out on lifes great experiences, and not sure how I'll go about the first time it does happen..
Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet a time.
