Have come to the inevitable conclusion that my current choice of a part time job is possibly my living nightmare. Generally hating contact with people I do not know/like I have to serve them, working as a waiter while supposedly having peoples skills(according to my colleagues) whilst all the time putting on the face and being happy all the time is most definitely not my thing. Being pretty much at my the all time low in terms of mood(no, not the shitty teenage band) on Friday at work has definitely had a negative effect on my attitude at work. Decided to confide in one of the girls at work, while telling the other that she was "too chatty" for me to actually share anything with her - which resulted in me being slapped and not talked to for the rest of the day.
That's the problem with women, they're just too damn temperamental and unpredictable at times. Got a week off to bounce back and return back to the mask that has been on for the last 8 months - I LOVE PEOPLE SO MUCH!
Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet a time.
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