Not applying myself makes me depressed. Today I bombed my statistics final because quite frankly I fuck off instead of studying for my classes. Dating a girl that is in graduate school and only a year and a half older then me and I'm just barely getting my associates degree depresses me. Not having the motivation to study when I know damn well I should is also a bummer. Seems most of my anxiety/depression revolves around my school. Then again I also am tired of working the same position in my job for the last couple of years.







