A little bit of social phobia. Fears occur when I have to deal with new situations or when I have/want to ask someone in a shop for help. Furthermore, I have fears of being rejected. I do not allow myself to show true feelings that often (especially anger) or to make mistakes. On the top of this I can't really handle my homosexuality. So there is a lot of pressure for me in my everyday life. That's the reason why I've decided to make a psychotherapy appointment in January and I'm doing major progresses so far.
Don't be confused or something. I'm a nice guy who embraces life, has a lots of friend, loves to drink beer and play video games. But there are things I can't handle myself so I decided to get help and it's nothing to be ashamed of. If you have problems: talk with someone (friends, family) and you will benefit from it.







