trasharmdsister12 said:
It may be intended as a joke but if you aimed that any lower, Millenium Marcus would be taking a Spurgeon to the knee. I don't have the energy or patience to seek a relationship anymore. I'm going to stop trying to live seeking something like that, and just share what I have to give with any one in need. It's like Shad says in Keep Shining,"I used to want to find the love of my life, now I'm trying to live a life of love. It's not just a husband or wife thing, it's something that Christ brings". Now I may not be Christian, but the message is universal. Work is busy and I don't feel like I'm getting enough done, despite putting in 10 hour work days with extra reading. I don't feel I'm improving fast enough. I feel like I can and I need to give more. It's a welcome problem for me, although I wish I could think more of myself. |
Ah yeah, unfortunately I'm in that zone as well currently, I've been trying to actively pursue a relationship for the past 3 years, but it's been to no avail so I've stopped doing it for now, as you're right that it can really suck both patience and energy out of you.
Is itreally that bad for you right now, I mean are you achieving the set goals within the company for your project?
If you are, then I really advice you to take just a little bit of time for yourself, doing 10 hour work days and constantly learning new stuff besides that (Especially in the programming field) can really suck it out of you.
