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[menx64]

trasharmdsister12 said:

menx64 said:

The same is been happening to me lately... I was supossed to do a few things this weekend but I did not do anything, and I had a lot of free time... This is actually starting to bother me a lot, because I know i am going to regret all the time I am wasting...

Yeah. It's the worst feeling. I have a constant butterfly in my stomach that I'm not qualified for my job, so if I'm not constantly doing something for or related to work I feel guilty and like I'm wasting time. But I'm so nerve-wracked over work that I can't even focus properly on it to get anything done. So I'm barred from doing what I want but also unable to do anything that I feel I should be doing. I've gotta learn to calm down and just focus again. 

I feel you there. While I am currently working on something kind of nice, I have always wanted to work as a 3d designer, I have a little portfolio that I made on my own, but I feel like I am not making any progress at the moment. I am currently studying software engineering because 3d design was totally nonexistent here a few years ago, the career was just opened recently but I dont feel like changing career at this point time, I dont want to lose all the progress I have made until now... X(