Jay520 said: Post-fight feelings were terrible. When I sat down, my legs were still shaking and my lower back became really sore and stiff after so much heavy lifting. As I caught my breath, my face started to hurt more and more. He had only got in two clean punches but those were some powerful blows. My cheek felt like it had a dent in it. I just wanted to go home and relax (which is what I did). I feel like such a failure to you guys. I didn't lose, but I certainly didn't win either. I think I should have listened to those who told me not to fight. My cheek stil hurts and I gotta feeling my back is going to hurt even more tomorrow. Writing about it now does make me feel a little better though. I don't think I'll ever get into a fight again. :( What I learned from this: - Fighting is exhausting - No one really wants to fight someone their size or bigger - When fighting, you are going to forget any plan you set - Fighting is not fun - I suck at fighting |
You did fine, the truth of it is that even trained fighters usually end up in wild scrums on the mat and everything is confusing for awhile. Itreally is a right of passage to get into a fight or two in your teens, they shouldn't be fun or all we would ever do is fight and fuck. Don't get down on yourself, you got in a fight and you got beat up a little, but you got him too and so you at least trident piss yourself and cry.
Unless you made it all up for dramatic effect. Or got too scared and his under your blanket and cried. Or are the fat kid. All of these would better stories.