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[allaboutthegames885]

@ trasharmdsister12: Even the smartest of us do dumb things from time to time, for instance, I misinterpreted FOSTERTHEPEOPLE's "Pumped-out Kicks", thinking it was about masturbation instead of gun violence in school, which actually is what the song is about. This revelation led me to the conclusion that there should be less songs about gun violence and more songs about masturbation.

OT: My paternal grandmother is going to go into surgery this morning in order to remove cancerous growths on her kidney. They are likely to remove part or all of her kidney. Assuming that she doesn't die from complications of cancer or the surgery to remove it, she will likely spend the rest of her existence on this plane on dialysis. Just seeing these words on the screen, and knowing that I was the one who typed them, is enough to haunt my very soul. What do I do if she dies? Should I attend her funeral? If I attend her funeral, am I required to cry, medicated as I am? Would she want to speak to me upon her deathbed? If I meet her on her deathbed, what the flying fuck am I going to say? Whatever happens, how am I going to avoid making a jackass of myself? All these questions and more weigh heavily on my psyche as I plow on through these coming days. Please pray for my Nana's well-being, I know I will.