| trasharmdsister12 said: I'm completely aware that no one cares or remembers. I tell myself every time these thoughts come up. I just can't seem to let go of it all. And this thought process is even seeping into my habits on this site. I've been posting less solely because I rarely feel my posts are good enough or the topic warrants the effort. Every now and then I have a spurt of energy and a good state of mind and I post like crazy (yesterday for example), but then I hit these 1 month long slumps where every thought in my mind is malicious. Heck, I remember when I was 6 years old and I mistook this girl for another girl in the library and started talking to her as if she was this other girl. She just gave me the most WTF?! look I can't forget to this day. When I realized I froze for a second locked at her expression and then just turned and ran. 6! I was 6! And the thought still hits me sometimes and I find myself shaking my head and calling myself stupid out loud. My mind seems to simply be wired in a self-destructive manner and I don't know what to do. |
Somewhere deep down you still think people care about what you do, they reeeeally don't + You care a great deal about what people think = All that anxiety
@posting: Who cares if they're good enough, I post tons of crap lol, even though I like to maintain a high standard in most of the things I do I still do lots of random stuff, I used to care about what people thought of me but not any more. I know this is easier said than done, heck I know I'm not 100% like that either, but seriously, random people aren't worth it
@library story: I honestly wouldn't mind if that happened, either you both lol about it and you get to know a new person, or you have a funny story to tell your friends lol
Long story short, you shouldn't care about what other people think cuz you'd be surprised how little of it they actually do
