So there's this girl on my job. On a scale of 1-10, I'd probably rank her a four. Possibly a three. She's not ugly but she's not too pretty, either. She's got a weird shaped body. She's got at least two kids. But goddam. Usually, I can pick and choose who I want to talk to and who I want to ignore but it seems like this girl has already dismissed me!
If she were in the mall or in the club, I wouldn't look at her. I'd push her on the ground to get to her cute friend. Still, everybody on my job whom I think is cool is always laughing with her and having deep conversations and having the time of their life! When I get a chance to talk to her, she acts like I'm beneath her. She talks to my friends who are friends with her but she never talks to me. It's like I'm an alien or something. She doesn't joke with me, insult me, have conversations, or anything. She doesn't seem to want anything to do with me.
Why does this girl's opinion of me matter so much!? Why am I the outcast? And no. It's not that she's secretly in love with me. It's that she couldn't care less if I were alive or dead. I have to find a way to make her want to talk to me so that I can snub her and never talk to her again!!
