trasharmdsister12 said:
Well... that explains my incredible social abnormalities. I stick an extra GB up my bum every year. It's a good system to keep your mind on the ball. I'm STILL looking for work. Actually I'm kind of nervous to apply to a lot of jobs. After the way my interview (the first one I've got) went, I don't think I'm ready to even work in my field as I simply could not answer any of the questions he asked, despite knowing the answers. I felt like such an idiot and it's kind of developing into a programming block and a whole guap (I've always wanted to casually throw that into a sentence) of social anxiety. I'm now having trouble sleeping, losing mass like debris in the atmosphere, and I don't even have the drive to get up and do exercise anymore. I feel like I shouldn't indulge in my hobbies either as I haven't earned the right to through a good day's honest work. When I try to play something to cheer me up I just feel guilty and quit in 15 minutes. And worst of all, I feel like I'm just being a giant whining baby. WTF happened to me? I used to be the top of my academic and social standing. I know I haven't changed that much! Agh! I think I'm doing this to myself in some way. |
ah nice one. I'm not sure how that benefits a Squirtle, but if it hasn't done you any harm so far then bash on 
awch no, the first interviews are always a testing ground. Just go in and act as though you already work there, be respectful but comfortable. You KNOW that you know what he's asking you, you just need to be able to get it out coherently. I feel like I messed up my presentation, but I made people laugh - so maybe if I calm my nerves I could be a comedian. Haha o_0
I know what its like to feel like you don't deserve time to relax etc, but you only live once - don't deny yourself a gaming session or a massage or anything. And if you need to whine, you can send me a message so you don't feel like you're hassling other people 
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