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d21lewis said:
Anybody who cares (translation: nobody) probably remembers my days as a womanizer. I'm not the same person I used to be, anymore. Anyway, out of all of the girls I chased after, there was one that stood out from all of the rest. I was crazy about her and she knew it. As a result, we partied together, broke laws together (nothing too serious), loved together, and got into all sorts of trouble.

In the end, I realized that this girl would probably get me killed or arrested so I left her alone. I still loved her (yes, LOVE) and thought about her every day. She tried to talk to me, but--it's a long, crazy story,--I wound up lying to her and telling her that I was happy with my life and to leave me alone. Not long after, she was married.

I sort of wish I had chased after her because, even though my life is good, she really brought the excitement. Something crazy and fun was always going on! Well, I saw her today for the first time in two years. We were in the grocery store. She looked horrendous! What could have happened to her? I didn't even recognize her, even after she walked right up to me. I only knew it was her because my sister told me. She even tried out for America's Next Top Model back in '09! WTF!?

I don’t know whether to laugh or cry. I guess that wild lifestyle caught up with her. I thought about her every day. She was the one that got away and my dreams of her and what could have been have gotten me through a lot of bad times. Now, what might have been is what will never be.

By horrendous, are you sure she wasn't simply hung over?



Money can't buy happiness. Just video games, which make me happy.