Seece said:
sad.man.loves.vgc said:
Seece said:
sad.man.loves.vgc said:
Seece said:
sad.man.loves.vgc said:
Went out with the skype guy last night. It sucked badly. We didn't even hold hands. He was so cold and it made me feel like crap. I guess all the waiting was for nothing -.-
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I guess it's pretty hard to find a fella in Jordan? Have you ever thought about emigrating?
Sorry to hear about your date btw!
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I am currently working on 2 plans to emigrate in 2-3 years. I really truely hope one of them works.
I still hope I can find someone here... but that won't happen when I barely go out on a date once yearly.
The problem is that so far I am not willing to date married gay men (married to women) living double lives and list themselves under "single"... or those who plan to marry women eventually or those self loathing guys who think that what we do is the one of the biggest sins.
99% of the gay community here falls under one of these categories. They tell me I will accept and compromize and honestly I think I am about to... especially after last night. meh
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I hope you manage to emigrate then, leading a double life is ... well, no life. Which countries are you thinking of?
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No life indeed. The options so far are USA, Australia and Germany. I will have to take multiple exams to be educationaly qualified to work there. Since the education in the middle east sucks, most of the stuff they require me to know is new to me and it will take sometime to be fully prepared. Hoping to take the 3 exams in the next 2 years.
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You chose all the difficult countries to get into then 
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Well those offer jobs related to my education. I don't want to emigrate and sit home 
