@ OP. First off, don't commit suicide, Love hurts, but the pain goes away in time. I've been married for over three years and once in a while I still feel a little twinge now and then over a girl who I loved, but didn't love me back. We went out for a while once, but it ended, and then we dabbled a little here and there, but every time we did, she broke my heart again. So I know where you are coming from, and I know where your relationship could end up. Trust me, let her go out with the guys she wants to, and let things run their course, she will resent you if you get involved. Also, continue to stay her friend, unless of course, you cannot bear it. Now, I don't want to get your hopes up, but why I say this, is because, there is a chance she will swing around and realize you have always been there for her.
"with great power, comes great responsibility."
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