Also, I can really relate to the shes so wonderful cant stop thinking part and you might think no matter how much you describe it into words, no one can fully get how much she means for you. Just move on and cut your ties, its only for the best imo.
ALSO FOR THOSE WHO SAID THERE ARE 3 BILLION WOMEN OR W/E IN THE WORLD
http://en.nothingisreal.com/wiki/Why_I_Will_Never_Have_a_Girlfriend
^Factual evidence is facts!!!
(Dont take that too seriously though but its a good read xDD)