Slimebeast said:
What do you mean he fucked you around? He cheated on you or he mentally fucked you? |
i didnt even know he liked me for a while, we just had fun hanging out in a group of friends. we hadnt even come close to talking about liking each other. he got really drunk one night, and he's absolutely awful when he's drunk. he was upset because i didnt seem to like him, and trashtalked me to a girl who didnt know me (we all worked together, but i was "the new girl". anyway, the rumours got really bad and all the girls at work stopped talking to me, and he said nothing even when i found out about it.
i asked the girl why she'd said the things she said, and she told me he'd told her firsthand that i was messing him about. he could hear our convo, but feigned ignorance. i asked him about it that night and he said he hadnt told her anything. couple of months later he confessed that it was all true, he'd been in a pissy mood because i hadnt noticed him coming on to me that night he was drunk so ranted out his frustrations to someone.
He told me that he cared about me a lot and there hadnt been a day that he didnt kick himself for a)saying anything to her in the first place and b)not telling me before we became close friends.
i cried. i could have completely fallen for him, but there was always something holding me back that i couldnt put my finger on. Then when i found out what it was, i felt nothing. i forgave him pretty quick though, because he really had been a good friend. but he fucked me over.
/irrelevant story. wow, thats a long story. sorry GoW4ever for stealing your story space :(
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