lolita on 21 January 2011
My life has no direction and no ambition... I simply do not know what to do. I just need to figure out a way to earn some money... Easier said than done though, when (some) social situations send me into panic attacks (especially when I'm at a loss of what to do, I panic). I sometimes wonder if it would be best to force myself to get a job that forces me to deal with people all the time. I wonder if that would cure me.
But despite this, I feel quite happy. I'm lucky to have him.
