Squilliam said: She learned she was a gay male trapped in a womans body. |
Oh shit. Is that you, my other half?
I am a lesbian trapped inside a man's body!
On topic.
It sounds like you're stuck in some kind of depression and don't know what or why or that the reasons don't even matter anymore.
I was stuck for a few years. And then I decided, "%^&$ it. Just ignore it and go on with life."