scottie said:
d21lewis said:
My beloved Amy is engaged to be married. She was 19 when I met her. Nobody partied harder, lied better, or loved stronger than her. I was addicted to her from the start. I had to let her go because I belonged to another. We were from two different worlds. I always assumed she was too wild and free to ever be tied down. I avoided her for over a year but I always kept up with her to make sure that she was okay. In the past, whenever she was in trouble, I was always there to save her. I miss those days. I miss being her hero. In the back of my mind, I always thought of her. I always felt like somehow, we'd be together again. Those days are done. She has her fiance and I have mine.
She's found a new hero. Now, I can finally let go.
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Man, when I was reading the earlier pages of this thread it was all talking nonsense, then I posted my meaningless contribution about the confinement of my junk within tight legware, and when the page loads I see that ^. Now I feel the need to contribute something equally meaningful and I got nothing.
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Damndest thing. Now that I know she's not available anymore, I feel free. I've been a much better person to my girlfriend. Hell, I think I can actually get married, now. She was always sharing me with a girl I didn't even talk to. It's strange. I feel bad that Amy will never be mine again but at the same time, I have this feeling of clarity and purpose. Everything happens for a reason, I guess. And thinking about it, I'm over 10 years older than that girl. There was no way it could have worked out. Like I said, she was too wild and free. I cried about it before. Now, I just smile.
