Wow, d21lewis, I hope you're alright with all that... But it seems to me that we both are case studies on that old axiom that it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all... I've never really found love or anything similar... I tend to isolate myself from the opposite sex for fear of hurting/being hurt by them. It probably goes back to the nasty divorce my parents had when I was 11, and the psychotic girlfriends that my dad dated as an attempt to destroy himself afterwards. My dad ruined girls for me forever, and my mom couldn't do anything about it. I think I'm worried that love might make me want to destroy myself like it did my parents, and yes, they both wanted to destroy themselves; my mom has tried to kill herself at least one occasion. I know all this happened at least 14 years ago, but it still weighs me down.
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