The knowledge of knowing I can do so much better than I have with my life
My past missteps and those that helped me to find my way back up.
My old friends and how I could have ended up in so much more trouble like the have.
My injured shoulders and the pain with it that helps remind me why I need to do better. \
The feelings I get and respect I receive from those in charge and those who love getting help with out being looked down on where I volunteer weekly (The Salvation Army)
There is more but that is it for now.