Man, you'll be OK. Just talk to your friends and family about this and get some professional help. Eat something and get some sleep. Take a vacation or something else to relieve stress.
I am not an expert but you need to get some help.
Kimi wa ne tashika ni ano toki watashi no soba ni ita
Itsudatte itsudatte itsudatte
Sugu yoko de waratteita
Nakushitemo torimodosu kimi wo
I will never leave you







