Are you scared of death?

[supercat]

I'm also more scared of the process..... including the following

-not being able to breath, wanting to walk but can't, wanting to help myself but can't, confusion/senility

-becoming more irrelevant, i mean i wouldnt be working, wouldnt have a lot of future things to live for

-wondering if I'll see god is a big one. I've always been really into religion as a personal interest, but me and the church have gone back and forth- they didnt like my drinking/bisexuality so I quit going but i've also had much more fun with a different church- I dont care how much hyou dislike christians, once you have everybody singing and praising god, you will feel his presence which is an amazing feeling.

-I would also be concerned about family, how they would do in the future and would want to know that they were doing well.

that is all...