I think you should talk to a mental health professional, seriously. You would probably benefit from it. It can be very expensive so you might want to inquire if there is one at your school. You might be apprehensive about talking to one but your behavior here is clearly abnormal and is indicative of severe emotional problems.. or maybe not. I don't know, I'm not a mental health professional. Talk to someone who is! Perhaps they could help you figure out WHY you're attention whoring on this site and what you can do to fix the underlying problems.