Your One And Only Idol. (Music / Art / Writing ....ect)

[AoiRayn]

I'm not so sure if this really fits in with the theme of this thread..

But I do look up to a certain type of people, oh and a game I played had that type of people in it. Well, let's see, it's Final Fantasy X. It's Rikku ^^

I've mostly been that dude that hasn't really had some kind of self esteem, like ever..
I'm almost never happy, and I'm certainly not full of energy. That's why I love Rikku (well since this is a gaming forum, I say Rikku.. if it weren't a gaming forum, I would mention a girl I know, that's awfully a lot like Rikku) Oh damn now I said it -.-

Okey, the reason I made Rikku my idol, is because I want to become like that. You know the guy that's always happy, full of sparkling energy and doesn't ever give up.. Well, I'm not that kinda guy, and that's why I envy those who are, a lot. Just like Rikku.

This is my story (see what I did there? >.>)