Being negative does make you negative, but that's common sense.
But your depiction of life though, it is insane. You couldn't give two craps about anything?
What if your mom died? Would your sadness just be a state of mind and you get over it in three seconds?
Kimi wa ne tashika ni ano toki watashi no soba ni ita
Itsudatte itsudatte itsudatte
Sugu yoko de waratteita
Nakushitemo torimodosu kimi wo
I will never leave you