When it's dark and quiet when I go to bed (suffering from having a roomate that needs absolute silence >.
My thing is this. For millions of years I didn't exist. I exist now for a few years. Then for eternity or when space and time cease to exist, I'll be gone and there Universe in a sense, will dissapere. Reality for me will go away.
That means that there was supposed to be nothing, or at least nothing is the norm. There's not supposed to be any thing called reality. Whatever confusion or sense of existence and sanity I had seem to vanish when I think about nothing existing after I die for a long long time.
Fuck all the ideologies and conflicts. Everything is going to be gone, and it'll be as if nothing existed. I'm just a fucking blink O.o
Somebody hold me.
